i was buckling my seat belt
and suddenly remembered being in high school
and how i used to constantly fantasize about being thin
i don't think i'm thin now
but i'm not overweight, i guess
i invest so much in arbitrary things
that probably won't make me happier
thats sort of what i'm getting at, i guess
life is easier in some ways compared to when i was 16
in a lot of ways
but mostly i feel the same way i did back then
holy shit my mom wants to leave for breakfast at 8 tomorrow
seems inhumane
