think i'm in the middle of a "depressive episode"
i slept 9.5 hours last night
then woke up and spent 40 minutes in bed
i have no real appetite
which is fine cuz i've gotten so used to eating regularly it doesnt matter
have had the urge to cry in public (successfully resisted it tho!!!)
also been thinking about suicide
like the possibility of killing myself
not super realistically
i have two papers that are due tonight/tomorrow lmao
and i need to start taking school seriously
so this isn't like, the best timing? to be having a mental health breakdown
i forgot how to deal with full-blown depression
just ride the wave
keep making responsible decisions
exercise regularly do work to the extent possible
should probably try to be social
alright time to get back to work!!! let's go bronett let's go
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