it's u it's u it's all 4 u

haven't been writing daily like i planned
o well
what are you gonna do

some people are naturally more anxious than other people
and you can develop strategies to manage that anxiety
but i think it's impossible to get rid of it entirely
at least it seems that way

i want to stop being so passive
here are some concrete things i want:
-to lose 15 pounds
-to get accepted into grad school (either law or a PhD program in philosophy)
-to improve at swing dance and rugby

i can do all of those things if i stop fucking around
being a real fuckhead
a real fuckin dingus

i think i ruined a potential friendship
not completely sure how? but i guess..... i dont know

"i dont want to date you because i only want to date people that want to date me because that is called having self-respect" -shoshanna (from the television show 'girls')

aight im gonna go do a facemask